![[システム論研究 高橋研究室]](image/systaka.gif "[システム論研究 高橋研究室]")
we will win my case but it could take up to 6 months berofe I begin to start recieving my SS check. I have been taking loans out against my checking account so like I told my children I will probably be in jail by June. As of the 26th of this month I will no longer have a drivers license. On top of everything else my husband and I are going to be getting a divorce as soon as I can possibly afford it. I break down in tears a multitude of times per day. I am responsible for my 72 yr old mom and 3 teenage boys sometimes I don't think I can make threw another day. My prayer 2 months ago was to go to sleep and not wake up the next day. I am not suicidal but I am tired of it all. Not sure how much more I can take. The satelite dish is already shut off, the home phone and electricity will be here really shortly. My rent is $850. I now longer own any jewelry or a vehicle or anything else that may have been worth $2 because I have sold or pawned everything. I had a truck but took a title loan out to rent this place and could no longer make the payments so I sold it for amount owed. I used have a lot of jewelry that belonged to my dad, he passed in 2008 but I have sold all of that also. I don't know where to turn or what to do. Even the computer I am on is not mine it belongs to my mom. I had a lap top but sold it a couple months ago. Please help us or point me in a direction to find some help. I hate this I can't believe how my life has turned. I used to be the person people came to for help, not the person begging for help. I don't how to prove to you that things are not only as bad as they sound but worse. But believe me when I say this is truely the absolute lowest point of my life. I can live on the streets but what do I do with my mom and my babiesSincerely,Anjanette
